People tend to send a “love letter” however this one, is a letter of hatred.
Dear, you,
I’m writing to you in English because you once claimed that your level of knowledge is above average when in reality you don’t even know when to use “are” and “were”,
Considering that you were incapable of finishing your studies so you have never actually obtained an official degree and, despite relying on “skills” which most people would actually learn something from, somehow you still end up as an uneducated and dense man,
So, feel free to use google translate, in case your small brain is unable to comprehend the words.
I will never forgive you.
Even if you turn gay,
Even if you died,
I will never forgive you.
My therapist said I should write what bothers me,
So I thought why not actually tell one of the biggest causes of my trauma on what he fucking did and how it affects me.
I see you run around like a little boy, playing hearts, thinking that you rule the world, how pathetic.
You’re despicable.
You’re disgusting.
You’re a disappointment.
You should’ve never been born.
You will never be as much of a man as you want to be, because you are nothing but a coward.
For someone who talks a lot about how much he loves his mother,
You show a very strange way of “appreciating” women.
How would it feel if your mother was treated by men like you,
how you treated women.
How you treated me.
how you made me feel underestimated,
how you made me feel inferior every time I talk with you,
how I was never enough for you,
how I felt insecure about my appearance because you find me unattractive when you yourself look like a fucking anorexic dwarf?
You broke me.
You fucking broke me.
And you didn’t even have the fucking guts to apologize for what you did.
I trusted you.
I gave every inch of me to you.
And even after how you treated me,
I still wanted to love you, genuinely.
But you were vile, cruel, heartless.
Do you know how fucked up it was on what you did that I needed to tell my therapist?
To the point I needed to tell a mental health professional about how you treated me,
Most importantly how you treated me that night,
And you know what they said?
“That counts as rape. He raped you.”
But, unfortunately, as much as I didn’t want it, I let you, didn’t I?
It doesn’t matter what happened days or months after that night,
What matters is how you fucking treated me that moment.
You didn’t give me time.
You didn’t let me breathe.
I was terrified but rather than being a comforting partner that you should’ve been, in fact, you got upset because I was in pain.
You said, and I quote, “If you don’t want it then say it, goddammit, because this is such a turn-off.”
“A turn-off.” You said.
I was in pain and you saw it as a “turn-off”.
You manipulated me into thinking that I was doing wrong. That it was MY fault.
So, I let you rip me open.
I suppressed how much pain I was in,
I didn’t want you to be mad at me because I couldn’t open my legs,
And after all of that, you didn’t even check on me,
You turned your back and slept,
While I fucking cried myself on how hurt I was because I just destroyed myself for you.
I gave away something precious.
Something sacred.
But you treated it like it was nothing.
I know you will deny all of this, perhaps even use it to gaslight me,
You’d say what I’m saying isn’t true,
And you’d claim that I gave you consent to do it,
I didn’t give consent.
My body was screaming to stop.
I let you because you got upset.
I let you because you made me feel guilty for feeling what I felt.
I definitely did NOT let you because I was sure of you.
I definitely did NOT let you because I wanted it.
I was uncomfortable.
I know you don’t care, you never did;
I shouldn’t expect more from a selfish, pathetic, insecure, ignorant, narcissistic, misogynistic, arrogant, ass licker, immature, blowjob-height incel, harasser like you,
A person of restricted growth, not only for your physical height and appearance but also your character.
I was never good enough for you,
but you gave me literally nothing.
You dared to make me think that I don’t deserve love.
When you’re the one who will never deserve genuine love because you will never learn how to fucking appreciate it.
You will never experience true bliss.
The time I spent with you was a complete and utter waste.
I despise your existence.
You are my biggest regret.
And it disgusts me to bring the fact that I let you touch me.
I feel sorry for the women you pull into your deceitful lies.
You think women are here just for entertainment, just for men to provide,
women are just for men, that’s how you look at women, right?
“Don’t chase women.” You thought,
Because the truth is, once we realized, no woman actually wants you other than for your money and property.
Just so you know, I never cared about those things,
I took care of myself for years,
I can definitely do it again.
I never cared about how much you make in a month,
I never cared that you bought Balenciaga for fun,
I never cared.
But you made it your personality,
How arrogant you are about how much you have in your account,
How you looked at me so little compared to you,
How you underestimated me compared to you,
However, I let myself into thinking you are more than that,
I stand corrected.
What personality do you have?
What hobbies do you have?
What interest do you have?
What passion do you have?
What empathy do you have?
What respect do you have?
Nothing.
You are nothing.
You prioritize nothing but yourself.
You interest no one but yourself.
That’s why you’re insecure and that is who you are.
You don’t care about your partner or your past partners,
No wonder you never succeeded in relationships because you only care that our legs are spreading when you’re horny.
You only care that our mouths are open for sucking and shut for opinions.
You never cared about our thoughts,
Our interests,
Our passion,
Our vision,
Our needs,
Because for you, you want women to always be below you, literally and figuratively.
You don’t like it if women work,
You don’t like it if women speak their minds,
You don’t like it if women choose to not have children,
You don’t like it if women have higher education,
You don’t like it if women are independent,
Because deep down, no matter how much you want to deny it,
you know that for accomplished women,
men like you are useless, YOU are useless.
Eat some ass.
Suck a cock, dick.
If women’s evolution bothers you so much then be with a man.
I pray religiously that you will finally come out of your closet,
Embracing your homosexuality and begging to get your asshole fucked so for the first time in your life, your shit finally comes out from the right hole.
Time will erode this heartbreak and trauma that you caused,
but I will never stop loathing you.
I’m done taking the high road, here and out,
I wish you nothing but guilt and shame for what you have done to me and all the women that have ever crossed paths with you.
With undoubtful infinite detestation,
— A woman you’ve hurted—
